you keep me smiling
making everything okay
you’re always thinking
how will you make my day

you’ve been so good to me
since before
the only thing that i can’t see
is why are you doing this for?

i know you’re good friend
but i can’t stand to pretend
that i don’t feel anything
that its just like nothing

coz it feels like another level
and i think this feeling shouldn’t be idle
so please make things clear
don’t wait for next year

we don’t know what might happen
so tell me now while i could still listen
forget your hesitation
and please don’t leave me with confusion

first time kong mag duty sa st. luke’s medical center nung tuesday..and ako ang na asign sa unang case (first blood!) sa operating room as scrub nurse. our patient undergone tahbso (total abdominal hysteroctomy with bilateral sphingo ooporocystectomy) and our surgeon was dr. sapaola (hmmm..another md nanaman.. ) kitang kita ko kung paano nilabas ang uterus.. hmm..almost 3 hrs lang naman tumagal ung operation at parang magkaka varicose vein na ako sa kakatayo dun sa operating room habang tumutulong at pinapasa ang mga instruments.. meanwhile, teddy made his killing spree!!

after my major case, nilinis ko ung mga instrument at pinag test pa kami ng ci namin. naglakad lakad, kain sana kaso iwan ung baon (waaahhh), and..wats dis? an organizational chart! hinanap ko ung surgeon namin para malaman ko kung wat position nya.. and guess kung nasaan siya sa chart? nasa pinakamataas lang naman sya:

Marietta S. Paula, MD
Chair, Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology

sit and relax. put ur soul in solace experience  with these soft, soothing and cool tracks. from the union of samba and cool jazz, eh nakaka comfortable talaga lalo na pag after a hard duty at nasa cafe. subukan mo rin! try this playlist and relax!

bonnie pink - it’s gonna rain
sitti navaro - para sa akin
megumi hayashibara - fly me to the moon
stevie wonder - you are the sunshine of my life
edens bowy - save my heart
kala - southside
you’re under arrest - love somebody

yeah yeah… tinatamad akong gumawa pa ng isang article para sa isang topic, kaya naka-compiled na lang sila sa mga article na sonnets… di ko alam kung ilang sonnets ang magagawa ko kaya nilalagyan ko sila ng mga number after the word sonnets para pag hinanap ko e di ako mako-confuse sa mga sonetang iyan…hay.. tamad talaga ako… (tamad pa ba yan eh tone-toneladang post nga dyan sa isang araw eh! ^_^!)

pare1: pare parang malalim iniisip mo, may problema ba?
pare2: nanaginip ako kagabi, kasama ko ung 50 contestants ng mis universe! pare ang gaganda talaga nila, astig!
pare1: swerte mo naman pre! e anung problema dun?

pare2: pare…ako nanalo!

anytime (music: ruby tuesday & brad davis／ vocal: annie davis)

ztar warz (music: creatune ／ vocal: mario bolden)

and ung isa pa, kaso di ko alam pamagat eh…

kung ganito ka useful ang math buhay natin, nosebleed na ‘to!!!

manong isaw at student sa isawan…
manong: ilan sa ‘yo?
student: 3x-5 where x=6
manong: so 13, bale mura lang, 5sin90 ang isa
student: umm, paki convert naman po using arc tangent..
manong: di ko carry, tangent na lang..5tan45, kung gusto mo mag-apply ka na lang ng reduction formula.
student: ok na po, eto bayad, (x^2-4x+3)/sin3x where x=7, keep the change!

-talo sana kami, but we decide to get it off kasi ang tagal matapos ng laro (oo suko na talagah? hehehehe!) ….zzzZZZ…

-aug. 26 ‘06 - first time ko maglaro ng ez2d na pinatay ang game machine (nagsara na kasi ang ever)

-gumagawa ako ng choreo namin ni kebs para sa analyze boys and girls, ang hirap nga gumawa ng steps eh!!

-bukas na kami magdu-duty sa st. lukes medical center!!! i had to call teddy para malaman kung anong dadalhin…

-dahil sa duty na yan eh di nanaman ako makakaatend ng dance rehearsals sa mdc…hay…

-ang pokemon pearl and diamond ang isa sa latest game franchise ng nintendo ds!!! diaruga, parukia and elekible are some of it’s coolest pokemons!

-new mp3s: chicosci - a promise, careons - mis kol, frio - alive, saydie - vylet, typecast - last time, urbandub - endless a silent whisper, kiko machine - val sotto, the late isabel - doll’s head, kamikazee - doo bidoo, callalily - stars

-nakakuha ako ng P13k scholarship from modern dance company!!! yahoooo!!!! T_T!!! dahil dito di na ako magbabayad dis midterm, my extra 3k pa ako… gusto ko ipambili ng mp3 player hehehe..

-my 2 bagong character sa dota 6.36!

-marami nang gumagamit ng globe, magpapalit kaya ako ng sim??? hmmm…kaso pano ung mga ka txt ko sa smart?? sana my phone ako na pwede smart and globe….

-ano ba title ng opening theme ng yakitate japan??? ganda kasi eh…

-mis ko na mag gitara!! hay..kung may panahon lang sana ako..gusto ko na talaga bumili ng isa..

-hehe, meron pa lang article ang ez2d sa wikipedia (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ez2dancer)

-tama nga si george, bakit lagi ang kanang tao sa comic strip ang unang nagsasalita…hmm…

-hapy bday po kila footlong, aura, paolo, and genevieve!

-nakita ko si ney dimaculangan sa isang magazine astig, kaso kasama nya si kres (syota ni gems)

-my pakontes si jl, hulaan daw kung anong ginagawa nya sa primary photo nya, testi ang prize…hmmm sumasayaw kaya xa..?

-di na daw isasama ang pluto sa planet (matatawag syang dwarf/minor planet kasi trans neptunian)

-pulkovo airlines flight 612, nag crash sa ukraine, walang iniwang buhay sa 170 na nakasakay dito.. tsk tsk tsk.. condolence…

isang araw nakita ng amo ang kanyang katulong na umiiyak sa hagdanan…

amo: inday, bat ka umiiyak???
maid: huhuhu…sabi po ng doctor, tatangalan akong butlig! waaaaahhh!!!
amo: butlig lang iiyak ka na!?
maid: ok lang kung right lig o lep lig kaso butlig eh!!

..the end.

i was mocked, ridiculed, teased and scorned
i was deprived, cheated, fooled, and tricked
i was crucified, tortured, hanged and ill-fated
strength ignited the flames within my
i was slaughtered, murdered, and eradicated.

i had carried my cross, alone in my calvary
i had borne the earth on my shoulders with misery
i was christ, with bleeding wounds and an agonizing injury
i was atlas, the man who held an excruciating responsibility.   

hope covered me with her temperate blanket
as i walked the burning sand of unfathomable deserts
as i raced with the waves of the enigmatic oceans
and i climb the gravelly skins of inscrutable mountains.

endurance held me within her vulnerable arms
as lightning struck and traveled within my veins
as whirlpools sucked and drowned my senses
and pythons wrestled on my body’s remains

strength ignited the flames within my innermost desires
as i tossed the boulders to the realm of darkness
as i blew the wind with the unruly wretchedness
and emerged from the mounds of suppressing helpless.

but then you came and sheltered me from all the pain
rebuilt my shattered and trampled walls again
painted luminous shades in my window’s curtains   
lighted my paths and droves away my burdens

i transpired from the ashes, of black, of scorch
i emerged from the flames, of red, of anger
i am the phoenix, in the vein of a blazing torch
with readiness to explode, to revenge with thunder.

ang katotohanan sa ‘yo… ang katotohanan mula sa iyong puso… ang katotohanan sa iyong buhay… meron ka pa ba nito???

ang mundong ito’y puno ng kasinungalingan… hindi ko na tuloy kung anu ang totoo.. mundo ito ng mga taong nakasuot ng maskara at nagpapasaya sa iba o hingin ang gusto nila… ang nakakatawa’y isa ako doon sa mga taong iyon…

nung dekada 90’s e naghihintay tayo sa paghahanap ng 10th planet ng solar system o mas kilala sa tawag na ‘planet x’. ayon sa committee ng international astronomical union, ang mga bagong planeta ay ang ceres, charon, xena, at ang mga trans-neptunian objects tulad ng sedna, quaoar, hygiea, vesta, pallas, ixion, orcus, varuna at marami pang iba.

naisip ko lang…swerte pa rin kami! mas maraming nang kakabisaduhing mga planets ang mga batang nagaaral ng science ngayon, wahahahaha!!!

tingnan mo nga naman, akalain mong may pinoy na gumawa ng community-based website, especially for registered nurses and student nurse pah!! huuuwwaaww! actualy, prnster is short for pinoy registered nurse and students center. sinubok kong mag sign in, and when i got my account e napamangha ako sa site, lahat ata ng nursing schools e affiliates nila, my radio online, local board exam results, forum, message board, atbp. enough of this,
check nyo na lang ung  website dito:

www.prnster.com
"bringing filipino nurses around the world together"

1. does jenifer love hewitt?
2. wer did vincent van gogh?
3. why is norman black?
4. wer did sandara park?
5. is chow yun fat?
6. wat did henry sy?
7. is lucio tan?
8. wen wil orlando bloom?

i don’t know realy know the answer, but im sure wilma doesnt know too..

st. lukes..one of the leading medical center in asia due to its high rating medical performance and cutting edge technologies. di ko inakala na isa kami sa mga ‘the ones’ na makakapag duty sa ospital na un. sa totoo lang sabik na nga ako mag duty dun eh! opd ung area namin for about 3 weeks (2-3 days per week) ng 6am to 2pm. (o diba di na xa nightshift!!!). hay… sana mapasa ko naman ung mga gagawin namin dun, and sana mapasa ko ung biochem ko…and sana mapasa ko rin ung project sa nutrition…and sana mapasa ko rin ung ncp for ncm! waaah sana mapasa ko lahat! wwaahhh!!!!

-malapit na po ang midterm! teka kelan ba? sa 25 na ba simula?

-sa wakas eh napakin ko na rin si tisay ng dogfood!! mmm..yummy!

-makikita daw ang mars sa aug 27 with naked eye…hmmm

-advance happy birthday po kila bryan, chacha, gerrielyn, mam ilarina

-gee..ipapasa na nga pala namin ung movie report namin ni ted (the fly) sa sabado! (aug

-another projects: the ressurection and jeepney delight

-thanks kay ninoy, walang pasok (duty sa min) bukas!! yahoooo!

weird…merong intro ung kantang fruitcake by eraseheads. kung papakingan nyo siya mabuti eh mahahalatang nyong ni-reverse effect ang parteng iyon. try using sound recorder tapos piliin nyo ung effect na reverse. magugulat ka dahil maririnig mo ung kinakanta nila ely buendia sa una..

una sa lahat: wag nyong isipin na fave ko rin ung kantang designer music dahil un ung title ng post na to…eeewwww..

di ko inakala…magi-isang taon na akong nagba blog dito eh di pa nagbabago un themes/motiff/schemes/design or anu pang kaek-ekan dyan…tsk tsk tsk! kung anu ung dating design, ganun pa rin!!! waaaaaahhh!!! kasi naman, un lang ung allowed sa friendster blog. di tulad ng ibang blog sites (myspace, xanga, etc) pwede nilang i-edit ung buong page in the way they want using html, rss, css, or swf. hay…sana ma-customize ko naman tong blog site ko…kahit konting remedyo lang…^_^!

i thought it was something that moved my heart so swiftly
i thought it was you can make my life so lovely
i thought it was destiny for you and i to be together
but i guess this is just an ordinary feeling
of admiring somebody as wonderful as you are
the emotion flew easily the moment i closed my eyes
quite funny i guess, for me who wasn’t expecting something special
i never thought this lasted for a while
but i’m happy to say that it made me smile

birthday ni zel, bday ni carla, bday ni marmie…nawala kc ung listahan ng mga bday kaya di ko sila nabati..

…it seems that i don’t care after all…but my sincerest gratitude of greeting is expressed by such no one heard it, but to the One whom i gave my warmest blessings…

my mcp (mothers class program) kami ihahanda sa wednesday sa pinyahan health center…and as usual..sagot ko ang lobo! wehehehehe!!! about sa mga common illness and its prevention ang topic namin…at ehem…diarrhea ang topic na nakuha ko, o dba ang dali! tide is mirakol talaga!!! kaya mag tide na!

yahoo! isa ang FEU modern dance company sa mga kalahok sa sketchers dance competition!!! gaganapin to sa sa mall of asia…full (as in) scholarhip amg matatangap each dancer if they won the contest! un nga lang…tsk tsk tsk, nasa duty ako nun sa ospital nung kinuha ang mga kasama sa sayaw…tsk tsk tsk…pero ok lang!

sana makuha ako nila mam che sa audition ng sasali sa sayaw sa grandstand…di pa kasi ako nakakasayaw dun eh..sa auditorium p lang…and gues what kung anung track ung pinapag praktisan namin?? yup! its petrified by fort minor!!!! sabi ko nga ba eh!!!

War can be marked as a struggle or hostility of an individual or group to uphold their own ways of credence or current position. From the dynastic campaigns of ancient Mesopotamia to the raging battle of Israel-Lebanon, conflicts is an indispensable part of civilization and is found at every chapter of human history. The man, suffering from the hysterical trance caused by rendezvous of power and wealth, seeks to analyze the oblivion experience that couldn’t fathom his potential welfare.

-ian

yup! another chaka chideo from indang cavite! ewan ko ba kung pano nagsimula ung pagsasabi ng mga panagalan namin na may halong ‘flirt’..hmmm…pano ko ba mae explain to…hay naku! view nyo na lang yung video ng maintindihan nyo ko!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YspBNRl2TEE

sa wakas na upload ko na rin sa youtube.com ung chaka dollz video namin!!! check here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpKHI49wdwI

yo guys! i have a dota wallpaper made by myslef…very plain and very simple, it just include a pics of all the dota’s v6.34 allstar character from the game itself. the portrait is in grid and in bitmap image format, check it here …and i’m looking for a cool dota wallpaper (i have wp from mercurialxen already)..pls send me one! ^_^!

ianflim@yahoo.com

pagbalik ko sa bahay from night shift duty sa ospital ng 10-6, sinabi sa kin ng utol ko na umalis na si jo (katulong namin xa sa bahay). sa una di ako naniniwala kc sa pagaakalang isang biro lang un..pero nung mabasa ko ung farewell note eh nagulat ako…umalis na nga sya tuluyan…di daw nagpaalam (so anu un? lumayas? tumakas? watever..), so wats d purpose of writing dis article?? waaahhh!!! ako nanaman gagawa ng mga ‘gawaing bahay’ na yan!!! duty na nga sa labas, duty pa sa bahay!!! o dba..tide is mirakol!!!

yup yup yup!!! nka ez2 nanaman kami ni nikev! wooo! for past 84 years eh nakalaro nanaman ako, ang gues wat…bah..mukhang natatalo na ko ni nikev…anu ba sikreto moh ha!? bat lagi kang "A"?!? anyway…gusto ko rin laruin ung sinasabi nilang us version nito…sabi nila sa sm fairview pa raw to matatagpuan…and sabi ni som, mga adict na raw mga naglalaro dun…ngek! baka magmukhang basang sisiw kami dun!!!…. di naman..may ‘taste’ din naman kami ni nikev…(diba preh!?) hehehe…

my mini concert nga pala dun ung itchyworm (bandang nagpasikat sa ‘Beer’) dat nyt sa 3rd flr…and ito na lang naabutan namin:

huh!? tapos na!??? waaahhh!!! T_T!! tide is mirakol!!! (huh? anu?!) kasalukuyang nililigpit na nila ung mga instrument exactly when we arrive…pero nakita pa din namin sila na nage entertain sa mga peepz..naisipan naming magpakuha ng litrato kasama ung band…hinintay namin sila sa 2nd floor…tapos…pagkatapos nun…kaytagal mong nawala… wala!!!! as in WALA!!! waaahh!!!

yeah! my bago akong phone n3120 ok na ok para sa 1 text maniac, nkakabawas sa paglaki ng daliri dahil sa sending list feature. capable maka dl ng mga games…ung nga lang di pa siya suportado ng smart na i-set ung seetings ng gprs..so pano? punta ako sa cyberzone ground floor para ipaayos ung phone…